Maksud nama...

Tadi I surf the net for fun.tetiba I came cross nak cari maksud nama u. Fahmi=kefahaman atau pemahaman.Well...I am not suprise with the meaning becoz u mmg understanding sama dengan maksud nama u.I miss you alot Fam...
Maybe sebab u dh lama pergi I macam dah terbiasa dengan ketiadaan u.Dh 47 hari since u leave,mesti u dh byk berubah,I believe.Ramadhan pun dah nak berlalu pergi...I was wondering how are u lately....

31/8/10

Tahun ni Merdeka x fun sangat.Actually laz nite I thout nak kuar countdown dengan my bestfrens tapi at laz tak jadi becoz was so tired.



How r u,my dear?U dh nak balik dh pun...Ntah kita dapat jumpa ataupun x?X kisah la as long as u ok,itu dh ckup...Dah 43 days u pergi tapi rasa macam u pergi lama gler....

Thx...

Actually should thx to ur frens sebab diaorg tangkap gmbr u.Pandai u pose erk?Haha.Next time bley jd model gitu.Other than to laugh I xtau nk ckp ape.Tapi u nak tau,dh one whole week I x gelak.I was not in the mood that one week.Tension sgt.Byk sgt benda yg buat I nak nangis.So...today at laz dapat jgk nak ketawa puas-puas.

Dia...

When I first gambar ni,I xtau nk ckp ape other than sexy.Haha...Gambar ni buat Lyn dgn Aina glak sampai x ingat dunia.Mama pun ingat I dh gler tetiba glak in front of the laptop.

New life...

I started a new life..A whole new enviroment.Maybe this is better for me...Lgpun I felt out of place di tempat lama.Macam too many memories that caught my mind.L noe I have to learn to let go of the past.So now I am trying...

How r u,Fam?I really miss u a lot.Things are not the same as they used to be...It is so hard for me to fit in this new life...Wat should I do Fam???I hope sgt u ada kat sini...At least,I have sumone to talk to.I mmg la bley share the thing with my mum tpi it wouldn't be same.I really wish I could talk to u.Really need u ryte now...

So Long....

How r u???So long u x online...hari ni masa klas geografi,cikgu direct je ambil example negara Australia...Tau la Australia tu byk contoh untuk subjek geografi tapi x sukala dgr nama AUSTRALIA!!!

Mesti susah for u puasa kat sana kan?Well..this is dugaan for u and I believe u can do it...Btw,u dh nak blik kan?Can't wait for it..Ntah kita dapat jumpa ataupun tidak...I miss u alot,Fam.

100th day...

If we could be together...ni la yg I thinking of but I noe is so impossible...Well,i knew for 100 days...So fast the time past...

Missing u....

X nampak u online langsung recently...Bulan pun x muncul,bintang pun kabur...Maybe u dh lupakan I.Nak buat cmne kan???

Well...I still menghitung hari kita knal dan u pergi...Since u pergi,I realised byk perkara...Kita kena hargai seseorg tu before is too late.I miss u a lot...I rasa mcm kehilangan.Hilang satu teman,hilang seorg kaum adam yg sering bersama I....I sentiasa doakan u...

96th days....

Tmrw dh sampai masa I untuk reeveal my teater...Fam..I nervous gler..Everyone is like letak harapan tinggi kat Lyn.I scare I xdpt buat as yg expected.I wish u were here..At least i x la takut sgt.Now I am all by myself.I have to stand for myself and be Miss Independent.

I noe u r hoping the best from me...Well I truskan teater ni becoz janji i pd u.If not dh lama I give up.The reason y is hard for me to teruskan teater ni is bcoz teater ni byk remind me of u.I miss u,I takut sgt bila u balik nanti,u changed...Not the same Fahmi yg nakal that I knal.Brgkali u dh lupa dh sape I.gadis yg setia menanti kepulangan u...

If one day u have forgetten me,I x salahkan u.I yg terlalu mengharapkan u.I redha dgn ape jua yg berlaku...Memories between us will always in my heart dan I xkan lupakan u becoz there's impossible for me to find another Fam in my life.Thanks sbb muncul dalam hidup I and be one of the best moment I treassured in my life.Thanks for all the attention u gave...I am glad to knew a guy like u...

Did u noe???

I tertanya-tanya sama ada u ingat lagi ke x yg u hutang I satu jawapan...Well...I am still waiting.Dh 5 hari I x chat dgn u,tp ari ni I diseksa dgn satu persoalan dari my bff.Is about ur status kat fb.Well...Aina asked me sama ada I tau x citer u dgn that gurl(I pun x tau which gurl)...

I said I x tau pape...Dia kata nape I x nk tnye u,jawapan I masih sama.Klau u ada niat nk gtau I,u will tell me.Klau x,I tnye pun x guna kan.Btw,pementasan dh dekat.Lepas ni,I dh mampu menarik nafas lega.Skrg ni,I bru faham ape maksud jauh...Sbelum ni,I je yg pergi jauh tp since u leave...I nyesal one thing...I x pernah kuar dgn u sbelum ni.Maybe ada hikmah di sebalik semua ni.

90th day...

Today dh genap 3 bulan I kenal dgn u tp rasa cm dh lama kan?hahaMcm dh bertahun knal dgn.I hope our friendship dapat continue for as long as possible.Dlm 2 hari ni,I happy sgt dpt chat wif u.Even kejap je tp I appreciate.Miss me always...

the 15th day...

Cepat time past...15 ari dh u pergi...Ini juga menandakan teater semakin dekat!Ada gk time yg buat I rasa nak give up xspecially bla x dpt lakonkan scene dgn baik.tp u supported me so...mcm ada semangat nk cntinue.Thanks...I janji I akan buat yg terbaik.I sygkan u,Fam.I tau u x sygkan I the way I sygkan u.I xkisah becoz I x dpat nk paksa u.I dh puas hati at least u ingat jgak kat I.Klau u lupakan I siap u!

I tau u susah nak adapt ur life kat sna.well...anggap as a cabaran and be epy sebab dlm ramai-ramai org,u terpilih untuk menghadapi cabaran ini.I tau u kuat and u mesti bley sesuaikan diri kat sana very soon.I am always here for u,my dear.Blog ni akan slalu tman u.

Sumbody to love???

I btul-btul x dapat tangkap maksud u suruh I dgr lagu tu ryte now.Ada makna ke???U told me raya u r coming back...Really?I am damn happy and can't wait for ur return!I really appreciate that u still care for me.I thout u was gonna to change but thank god not yet.U r still the Fahmi I knew.Thnk God la...

2/8/2010

Fam...At laz u muncul jgak.X sia-sia penantian I sebnarnya.I miss u like crazy!!!!Setiap kali I terpandang bulan,I teringatkan janji kita.Eventhough u jauh,I rasa macam u dkat je dkat my heart.U tau x,tiap-tiap ari I tertunggu-tunggu bla u nk reply msg I.Sumtimes I do feel like wanna give up tapi at that same time ada sumthing yg suruh I keep waiting.Today is the fourteenth day u left and I rasa mcm u juz called and say u r leaving.Tiap-tiap ari I pray agar u x lupakan I becoz if u tend to forget then wat's the meaning of this penantian lagi.I dunno wat to say rather then I miss u and I sygkan u.Lega hati I bla u smpat chat dgn I laz nyte.

Confession!!!

Lyn xtau la berharga lagi ke x penantian Lyn pada Fahmi tp apappun Lyn tetap setia menanti dirinya kerana itula janji Lyn pada dirinya.Ya Allah....Lyn benar-benar merindui insan yang bernama Fahmi.Hanya hati ini yang tau betapa seksanya menghitung hari dia telah melangkah pergi.Bodoh ke diri ini menanti pada sesuatu yang tidak pasti?Apa daya Lyn,Ya Allah?Lyn hanya mampu berdoa dan redha dengan segalanya.Rupa-rupanya begitu sukar untuk melepaskan seseorg pergi dari hidup kita.Lyn yakin Fahmi faham perasaan Lyn.Lyn tau semua ni brlaku,pasti ada hikmah...Mungkin penantian Lyn ni akan mengecewakan diri ni tapi andai ia terjadi,Lyn redha je.Sepahit mana pun suatu kenyataan itu,Lyn yakin ia pengajaran yg sgt bererti bagi kita.

28/7/2010

I still dun get any news from u since u leave.I guess u muz be bz.Well,u kan kena adapt to the new place.I miss u,Fam.Byk things yang happen kat my life recently...Sampai I rasa mcm I dh x de ruang nk breath.Ntah la...I wish things could juz slow down...

26/7/2010

Recently I bz skit.Assignment dtg melanda dgn byk.HahaWat to do?I got a new lover that keep us connected.Mama bru belikan laz nite.Ysterday,I really have fun after so long.Kitaorg buat trip ke penang.Round the whole penang island.It was fun but so tiring.

24/7/2010

At last arini I dh ada time nk dgr ur favourite song.So sad the song YOU by Kazami.I read a novel yesterday.Is called Sejujur Hatimu.In that book ada love quotes yang berbunyi... When autumn comes,all the leaves will fall and leave behind all sad stories.When the first ray of spring arrives,carpet of daisies will shine and rosebud will start to bloom…giving soul a fresh and new hope…
Hari ni I bz tp my mind still can't forget u.I on fb arini,wishing u to reply my msg but so sad,u din.U bz I guess.I nampak bulan tp kabur je.I miss u a lot my dear.Td masa I baca all ur previous sms,I cry...I tau bukan niat u nk leave macam tu.

23/7/10

Lyn x gi skola hari ni.Byk assignment nak kena settle.I woke in the morning,I turn on the radio,diaorg play lagu Baby-Justin Bieber.My mind trus tringat kat becoz ur caller ringtone.Oh Gosh I miss u like crazy.Lyn masih x de masa nak gi dgr ur favourite song.I will listen as soon as possible.Fmi,ok ke ur life kat sana?Can u adapt to the place?I asked pun bknnya dapat dgr suara u.As Lyn pernah gtau kat Fmi,klau Fmi rasa mcm ada angin,tu maknanya,Lyn minta tolong angin untuk kirim salam rindu kat Fmi.Cikgu teater Lyn asked me to see my tapak tangan,dia kata adanya ruang antara jari-jari kita is becoz nanti ruang itu akan dipenuhi oleh jari org yg kita syg.Lyn rasa apa yg cikgu kata tu ada logiknya.My bff,bagi Lyn one stalk of rose masa practice td.I was surprised wif that flower.Dia kata,dia bagi bunga ni becoz bunga tu akan wakilkan Fmi tgk Lyn practice teater.Funny rite?

22/7/2010

I created a blog for u today.I dun wanna reveal to u yet.Soon,I will.Juz now I went to ur fb profile.Your status is married…I was slightly sad but I let it go.Who am I wanna noe everything about u,ryte?Masa practice teater,Lyn try to give my best becoz Fmi pernah kata u hope to watch it.The front part dh settle,tinggal around 7 scene then everything is ready to be perform.Syg skali Fmi x de kat sini,klau x mesti dapat agk dari mana Lyn dpt idea untuk teater ni.After pementasan teater ni dh settle,u will get to noe the story of Menanti di kala Cahaya Bulan Menyinar.

21/7/2010

Sukarnya nk lelap mata.Dh x larat nak pujuk mata ni untuk tido.I feel sumthing is missing and I noe is u.Is the second day since u left.I haven’t got used to it yet.I feel like I lost support masa I was on the stage juz now.Seriously I admit,there’s never been a guy that make me feel this way.NEVER till I met u.Frens dari PLKN ajak Lyn kuar,I was thinking kalau u ada mesti best.Kita x pernah kuar together since PLKN tamat.Eventhough kita x jumpa kat luar but Lyn skit pun x rasa yg Lyn jauh dari Fmi.Juz now Lyn hantar papa ke airport.Great…Dua-dua kaum adam yg Lyn syg leave Lyn.Bla Lyn step in je kat airport,Lyn trus tringatkan Fmi.I realized I gotta accept that u have left.Mama and papa mcm fham je perasaan Lyn so mama biar je Lyn melayan perasaan Lyn.

20/7/2010

At last you have left me.Masa Fmi gtau yang Fmi dh nak pergi,Lyn rasa macam nak lari gi airport je.Lyn realized u leave for ur future.Lyn harap sangat Fmi berjaya.Fmi,Lyn harap sgt u will never change into sumone else.Lyn yakin Fmi akan dapat jaga diri baik-baik.Allah akan bersama Fmi all the time.Fmi,maafkan Lyn if Lyn banyak menyusahkan Fmi sepanjang persahabatan kita.Sukarnya nk believe that u actually have left.Tiada lagi usikan Fam…When I was alone,who will accompany me?Who will make laugh as u did?I feel like tonite was really a long nite.Hujan turun rintik-rintik macam fham je dgn perasaan Lyn ketika ni.I noe is useless to cry but I can’t hide my pain.I never expect that u will call me before u leave.How touch am I,u noe?Lyn terpaksa act macam Lyn happy padahal only God noe betapa pedihnya hati ni.Masa nak end the conversation,u said u syg i.Fmi tau x Lyn tunggu ayat tu kuar dari mulut Fmi dh punya lama.Lyn harap sgt u meant the syg but I noe is impossible.Fmi,I miss u a lot.

19/7/2010

Today u told me that u r leaving tmrw.Tears juz rolled down easily when I read ur msg.Berat benar hati Lyn nak tgk Fmi pergi macam tu je.Ni dh second time Fmi pergi cmtu je dari Lyn.Lyn sedar Lyn xpenting pada Fmi.Lyn realized Lyn x dapat Fmi sygkan Lyn or care for Lyn.No matter what,Lyn tetap sygkan Fmi.Td Lyn tanya Fmi,will u forget me?Fmi ckap,No sebab kan ada bulan.Lyn kata kalau x de bulan maksudnya Fmi x ingat kat Lyn la.Fmi said,bintang kan ada.Actually.is hard for me to let u go and to forget u.Lyn akan rindukan Fmi yang x abis-abis usik Lyn.Fmi yang slalu temankan Lyn di kala Lyn memerlukan teman.Fmi slalu concern psal Lyn.Lyn happy sgt bla Fmi gtau Lyn yang ur family and frens tau pasal Lyn.Rasa mcm Lyn dkat dgn Fmi.I can’t imagine when u r no longer here wif me.

Is for u...

Fam,blog ni khas for u...I did this becoz I rasa macam ni adalah privacy skit.I miss u alot.