31/8/10

Tahun ni Merdeka x fun sangat.Actually laz nite I thout nak kuar countdown dengan my bestfrens tapi at laz tak jadi becoz was so tired.



How r u,my dear?U dh nak balik dh pun...Ntah kita dapat jumpa ataupun x?X kisah la as long as u ok,itu dh ckup...Dah 43 days u pergi tapi rasa macam u pergi lama gler....

Thx...

Actually should thx to ur frens sebab diaorg tangkap gmbr u.Pandai u pose erk?Haha.Next time bley jd model gitu.Other than to laugh I xtau nk ckp ape.Tapi u nak tau,dh one whole week I x gelak.I was not in the mood that one week.Tension sgt.Byk sgt benda yg buat I nak nangis.So...today at laz dapat jgk nak ketawa puas-puas.

Dia...

When I first gambar ni,I xtau nk ckp ape other than sexy.Haha...Gambar ni buat Lyn dgn Aina glak sampai x ingat dunia.Mama pun ingat I dh gler tetiba glak in front of the laptop.

New life...

I started a new life..A whole new enviroment.Maybe this is better for me...Lgpun I felt out of place di tempat lama.Macam too many memories that caught my mind.L noe I have to learn to let go of the past.So now I am trying...

How r u,Fam?I really miss u a lot.Things are not the same as they used to be...It is so hard for me to fit in this new life...Wat should I do Fam???I hope sgt u ada kat sini...At least,I have sumone to talk to.I mmg la bley share the thing with my mum tpi it wouldn't be same.I really wish I could talk to u.Really need u ryte now...

So Long....

How r u???So long u x online...hari ni masa klas geografi,cikgu direct je ambil example negara Australia...Tau la Australia tu byk contoh untuk subjek geografi tapi x sukala dgr nama AUSTRALIA!!!

Mesti susah for u puasa kat sana kan?Well..this is dugaan for u and I believe u can do it...Btw,u dh nak blik kan?Can't wait for it..Ntah kita dapat jumpa ataupun tidak...I miss u alot,Fam.

100th day...

If we could be together...ni la yg I thinking of but I noe is so impossible...Well,i knew for 100 days...So fast the time past...

Missing u....

X nampak u online langsung recently...Bulan pun x muncul,bintang pun kabur...Maybe u dh lupakan I.Nak buat cmne kan???

Well...I still menghitung hari kita knal dan u pergi...Since u pergi,I realised byk perkara...Kita kena hargai seseorg tu before is too late.I miss u a lot...I rasa mcm kehilangan.Hilang satu teman,hilang seorg kaum adam yg sering bersama I....I sentiasa doakan u...

96th days....

Tmrw dh sampai masa I untuk reeveal my teater...Fam..I nervous gler..Everyone is like letak harapan tinggi kat Lyn.I scare I xdpt buat as yg expected.I wish u were here..At least i x la takut sgt.Now I am all by myself.I have to stand for myself and be Miss Independent.

I noe u r hoping the best from me...Well I truskan teater ni becoz janji i pd u.If not dh lama I give up.The reason y is hard for me to teruskan teater ni is bcoz teater ni byk remind me of u.I miss u,I takut sgt bila u balik nanti,u changed...Not the same Fahmi yg nakal that I knal.Brgkali u dh lupa dh sape I.gadis yg setia menanti kepulangan u...

If one day u have forgetten me,I x salahkan u.I yg terlalu mengharapkan u.I redha dgn ape jua yg berlaku...Memories between us will always in my heart dan I xkan lupakan u becoz there's impossible for me to find another Fam in my life.Thanks sbb muncul dalam hidup I and be one of the best moment I treassured in my life.Thanks for all the attention u gave...I am glad to knew a guy like u...

Did u noe???

I tertanya-tanya sama ada u ingat lagi ke x yg u hutang I satu jawapan...Well...I am still waiting.Dh 5 hari I x chat dgn u,tp ari ni I diseksa dgn satu persoalan dari my bff.Is about ur status kat fb.Well...Aina asked me sama ada I tau x citer u dgn that gurl(I pun x tau which gurl)...

I said I x tau pape...Dia kata nape I x nk tnye u,jawapan I masih sama.Klau u ada niat nk gtau I,u will tell me.Klau x,I tnye pun x guna kan.Btw,pementasan dh dekat.Lepas ni,I dh mampu menarik nafas lega.Skrg ni,I bru faham ape maksud jauh...Sbelum ni,I je yg pergi jauh tp since u leave...I nyesal one thing...I x pernah kuar dgn u sbelum ni.Maybe ada hikmah di sebalik semua ni.

90th day...

Today dh genap 3 bulan I kenal dgn u tp rasa cm dh lama kan?hahaMcm dh bertahun knal dgn.I hope our friendship dapat continue for as long as possible.Dlm 2 hari ni,I happy sgt dpt chat wif u.Even kejap je tp I appreciate.Miss me always...

the 15th day...

Cepat time past...15 ari dh u pergi...Ini juga menandakan teater semakin dekat!Ada gk time yg buat I rasa nak give up xspecially bla x dpt lakonkan scene dgn baik.tp u supported me so...mcm ada semangat nk cntinue.Thanks...I janji I akan buat yg terbaik.I sygkan u,Fam.I tau u x sygkan I the way I sygkan u.I xkisah becoz I x dpat nk paksa u.I dh puas hati at least u ingat jgak kat I.Klau u lupakan I siap u!

I tau u susah nak adapt ur life kat sna.well...anggap as a cabaran and be epy sebab dlm ramai-ramai org,u terpilih untuk menghadapi cabaran ini.I tau u kuat and u mesti bley sesuaikan diri kat sana very soon.I am always here for u,my dear.Blog ni akan slalu tman u.

Sumbody to love???

I btul-btul x dapat tangkap maksud u suruh I dgr lagu tu ryte now.Ada makna ke???U told me raya u r coming back...Really?I am damn happy and can't wait for ur return!I really appreciate that u still care for me.I thout u was gonna to change but thank god not yet.U r still the Fahmi I knew.Thnk God la...

2/8/2010

Fam...At laz u muncul jgak.X sia-sia penantian I sebnarnya.I miss u like crazy!!!!Setiap kali I terpandang bulan,I teringatkan janji kita.Eventhough u jauh,I rasa macam u dkat je dkat my heart.U tau x,tiap-tiap ari I tertunggu-tunggu bla u nk reply msg I.Sumtimes I do feel like wanna give up tapi at that same time ada sumthing yg suruh I keep waiting.Today is the fourteenth day u left and I rasa mcm u juz called and say u r leaving.Tiap-tiap ari I pray agar u x lupakan I becoz if u tend to forget then wat's the meaning of this penantian lagi.I dunno wat to say rather then I miss u and I sygkan u.Lega hati I bla u smpat chat dgn I laz nyte.